[There's a faint noise in the background of pacing as Ren starts walking back and forth in her room to calm herself down.]
For fucks sake--
I didn't ask him to do that, he overstepped, it's my fault, I should have made it clearer I wanted to deal with this situation myself. I'm sorry. I'm sure he had good intentions but properly misplaced.
I'll speak with him about it. It won't happen again.
But let us make this perfectly clear. I want to meet you face to face to apologise, I'm not tryin' to guilt y'into anything and I'm not in the business of getting other people to request things on my behalf. It was my fuck up. It's up to me an nobody else to resolve it.
If there is one thing you should not doubt me on, Ren, it is my ability to understand people. I realise that particular catastrophe was not of your making. [For one, she's pretty sure Ren couldn't have abided not being somewhere in hearing range at the very least even if she somehow decided this was a good idea.
Which seemed like a stretch even by Ren's often underformed standards.]
I get it, Lexa. Like I said, there ain't no pressure, it's on your time not mine.
I just wanted to extend the invitation. Um. Cos, it would be nice to see...you face and stuff. And fuck it, I'm going to leave it there before I put my foot in anything deeper.
voice
For fucks sake--
I didn't ask him to do that, he overstepped, it's my fault, I should have made it clearer I wanted to deal with this situation myself. I'm sorry. I'm sure he had good intentions but properly misplaced.
I'll speak with him about it. It won't happen again.
But let us make this perfectly clear. I want to meet you face to face to apologise, I'm not tryin' to guilt y'into anything and I'm not in the business of getting other people to request things on my behalf. It was my fuck up. It's up to me an nobody else to resolve it.
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Which seemed like a stretch even by Ren's often underformed standards.]
I... still need some time, Ren.
Voice
I get it, Lexa. Like I said, there ain't no pressure, it's on your time not mine.
I just wanted to extend the invitation. Um. Cos, it would be nice to see...you face and stuff. And fuck it, I'm going to leave it there before I put my foot in anything deeper.
Have a good day.
Bye.
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[Whatever that means.]
- Lexa.